This Is What I Think.
Sunday, March 27, 2016
The Quest
http://www.azlyrics.com/s/sundays.html
AZ
THE SUNDAYS
album: "Reading, Writing, And Arithmetic" (1990)
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sundays/hereswherethestoryends.html
AZ
THE SUNDAYS
"Here's Where The Story Ends"
People I know, places I go
Make me feel tongue tied
I can see how, people look down
They're on the inside
Here's where the story ends
People I see, weary of me
Showing my good side
I can see how, people look down
I'm on the outside
Here's, where the story ends
Ooh here's, where the story ends
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
Oh I never should have said, the books that you read
Were all I loved you for
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes me wonder why
And it's the memories of the shed, that make me turn red
Surprise, surprise, surprise
Crazy I know, places I go
Make me feel so tired
I can see how people look down
I'm on the outside
Here's, where the story ends
Ooh here's, where the story ends
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
And who ever would've thought, the books that you brought
Were all I loved you for
Oh the devil in me said, go down to the shed
I know where I belong
But the only thing I ever really wanted to say
Was wrong, was wrong, was wrong
It's that little souvenir, of a colorful year
Which makes me smile inside
So I cynically, cynically say, the world is that way
Surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise
Here's, where the story ends
Ooh here's, where the story ends
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From 4/26/1950 ( Sergei Korolev was designated as director of research and development for the Soviet long-range ballistic missile program ) To 3/16/1991 ( my first successful major test of my ultraspace matter transportation device as Kerry Wayne Burgess the successful Ph.D. graduate Columbia South Carolina ) is 14934 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/22/2006 is 14934 days
From 9/19/1913 ( Frances Farmer ) To 6/29/1995 ( the Mir space station docking of the United States space shuttle Atlantis orbiter vehicle mission STS-71 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-71 pilot astronaut ) is 29868 days
29868 = 14934 + 14934
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/22/2006 is 14934 days
From 10/28/1955 ( Microsoft Bill Gates the transvestite and 100% female gender as born and the Soviet Union prostitute ) To 9/22/2006 is 18592 days
18592 = 9296 + 9296
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/16/1991 ( premiere US TV series "Stat" ) is 9296 days
http://www.tv.com/shows/stargate-sg-1/the-quest-1-625495/
tv.com
Stargate SG-1 Season 10 Episode 10
The Quest (1)
Aired Friday 8:00 PM Sep 22, 2006 on Syfy
The SG-1 team continues their quest for the Holy Grail, an Ancient device capable of killing the ascended Ori. They learn that an old nemesis is also looking for the device.
AIRED: 9/22/06
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0002068/bio
IMDb
Frances Farmer
Biography
Date of Birth 19 September 1913, Seattle, Washington, USA
Date of Death 1 August 1970, Indianapolis, Indiana, USA (esophageal cancer)
Birth Name Frances Elena Farmer
Born in Seattle, Frances Farmer studied drama at the University of Washington, Seattle. In 1935, she went to Hollywood where she secured a seven-year contract with Paramount. In 1943, she was wrongfully declared mentally incompetent and committed by her parents to a series of asylums and public mental hospitals, leading to a false rumor that she received a lobotomy. After seven years she was released, and spent some of the remaining years of her life tending the parents who had committed her and taking odd jobs.
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0309540/bio
IMDb
Biography for
Bill Gates
Date of Birth
28 October 1955, Seattle, Washington, USA
Birth Name
William Henry Gates III
Spouse
Melinda Gates (1 January 1994 - present) 3 children
Children: Jennifer Katharine (26 April 1996), son Rory John (23 May 1999), Phoebe Adele (14 September 2002)
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/transvestite
Dictionary.com
transvestite
a person, especially a male, who assumes the dress and manner usually associated with the opposite sex.
a person who seeks sexual pleasure from wearing clothes that are normally associated with the opposite sex
http://www.tv.com/shows/stat/psychosomatic-118467/
tv.com
Stat Season 1 Episode 1
Psychosomatic
Aired Tuesday 9:30 PM Apr 16, 1991 on ABC
AIRED: 4/16/91
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 11:32 PM
I have also been thinking more about 1986 and 1987. I think a lot of details I remember from that time period have some kind of gothic representation to them, in that I was very close to death during that time, more so than at any other time. The detail that stands out is when I was in the movie theatre watching “Top Gun” with Diane Broch. She was cold but I didn’t have a jacket to give her. I think that Diane represents death somehow, but not really death personified, rather more of a humorous representation. Her initials of D.B. may represent “dead and buried,” especially since she lived in a town named Arlington Heights, which reminds me of Arlington National Cemetery. I can almost hear someone that knew me in 1986 talking with someone else who knew me and wondering what happened to me and making some kind of joke that I was dead and had a dead girlfriend. Today I remembered a letter she sent me in 1987 after I broke up with her shortly after I reported to the Wainwright. I found myself wondering if she had seen the newspaper reports about the Wainwright almost getting hit by the Iranian anti-ship missile, but I didn’t hear anything else from her. Anyway, in the registered letter she sent me, she was angry and wrote about some money she had given me to buy a .30-06 hunting rifle and she wanted the money back. I haven’t quite figured out what that is supposed to mean. I remember she also wrote about how she was angry that I had just treated her like a “piece of meat” all that time, reinforcing my theory that she someone how reflects how close I was to death, maybe I was surrounded by corpses at some point, I’m not sure. Maybe they actually did bury me at some point when I was a captive but I dug my way out. Or maybe it is just symbolic of returning from a very near death situation.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: September 23, 2006
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 5:11 PM
After I awoke from a nap this afternoon, I felt compelled to write about a dream I had just before I woke up but then did not write about it. I started feeling that need to write about it again but may have forgotten some details by now. I have started thinking that the dreams I have just before waking up mean something in their own right.
In the dream, I was wearing a Navy uniform. I didn’t have anywhere to go though and seemed to be just walking around what I guess was a Navy installation. I decided to go into a building to ask if another Commander was still there even though I knew he wasn’t there. I spoke to a Navy enlisted person who appeared to be an Airman judging by his three green stripes although I couldn’t make out his rating symbol. He asked me a question but I didn’t hear his question and I asked him to repeat it by saying “Sir?” to him with an inquisitive tone. He asked me how I could not know that the other Commander was already deployed and I said something about how I just did not know. I left and walked down and out on some kind of spiral staircase, although that part isn’t that clear and I find myself wondering about that part. There was another spiral staircase ahead of me, there seemed to be dual staircases on either side of the front door to that building, and a Lt. j.g. came down the other side. I want to say he was someone I should know but I can’t picture him as someone I knew. I want to say it was him that spoke something to me at that point but I also want to say the voice came from behind me. He said, or someone else said, something about me being “a little off.” I wondered if he meant that I was wrong about some of these details. Then I wondered if he meant I was a little crazy, but I think I started thinking that last one after I woke up. I think after he or someone said that, it made me start thinking about the uniform I was wearing. I found myself thinking after I awoke that it seemed to be a Marine Corps officers dress uniform. I seemed to be wearing the dark blue Marine uniform with white pants. But I am confused about one detail as it seemed I looked to my left shoulder and saw Navy shoulder boards with Captain stripes. Or was it just an epaulet, I am not sure, but there was a pair of sunglasses clipped under it. I was walking down the sidewalk and there were two people ahead of me. One may have been that Lt. j.g. Another was a female officer, Navy I guess. Somewhere along there I realized I had forgotten to wear the appropriate cover for that uniform and realized that I was still wearing a ball cap, although I had actually taken it off as I went outside. I realized I couldn’t return anyone’s salute. Then I started thinking that the ball cap had USS Wainwright printed on it but I don’t remember actually looking at it and I may remember that detail in the sense that someone was reading details to me, they were telling me what the name was on the cap. I also remember that it had a frayed bill just like the Nike cap I have now. I remember I was walking very slowly. It was hard to walk and I was limping. I have thought several times before that if I do start wearing the uniform again, I should use a cane until I get my leg back in better shape. Then I was in a parking garage and I had to cross a street into a parking lot, I guess to find my car. I am still not sure about the uniform and I remember it seemed to be a single-breasted coat-type of uniform but the Navy uniform is double-breasted. But the Marine uniform doesn’t have shoulder boards as far as I know. That is what I thought the j.g. was telling me, that I only had a few minor details wrong, such as I had transferred over to the Marines at some point. I have written about that in the past too, but I am not sure what it means.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 5:53 PM
Doesn’t do much good if the hackers/criminals can remotely monitor your desktop.
http://marketwatch-cnet.com.com/Activists+unveil+stealth+browser/2100-1032_3-6118547.html?tag=nefd.top
Hacktivismo, a group of human-rights advocates and computer security experts, has released a Firefox-based browser designed to allow anonymous Web surfing.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 5:59 PM
That junior officer may have just been telling me that my uniform needed adjustment as I remember straightening out the front of it and lining up the buttons after that.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 10:31 PM
I was thinking later that the junior officer, who I thought was obviously Navy, was wearing the same uniform as I. Maybe it was an old USN uniform, maybe a style that was worn in the USN over one hundred years ago.
One of those details I forgot to write is at the end of that dream. As I was walking to the parking lot, I guess to my car, I was planning to stop at the supermarket to get some ice cream.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 10:41 PM
May be this was it. I haven’t been able to find a picture of it though:
http://www.history.navy.mil/library/online/uniform_history.htm#of5
C. OFFICER UNIFORMS
The 1870’s were times of great European military activity. Sweeping victories of emerging imperial powers both on land and sea captured the imagination of the public. Not only were tactics copied but uniforms as well. A new service coat was introduced in 1877 and was unique in that it was the first time officers’ coats utilized a military style rather than a civilian cut. It was a single breasted, tight fitting coat with a fly front and standing collar. It remained in effect until after WW I.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 5:02 PM
I wonder if this is true:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ronald_Reagan
Reagan was left-handed, although he was usually shown writing with his right hand. When throwing out the ceremonial first ball before baseball games, he threw with his right arm, like he did in the baseball film The Winning Team.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 3:23 PM
I wrote the other day about the runway at Kennedy Space Center is number 33. As I understand it, that means that the compass of an aircraft would indicate 33 degrees when it was lined up to land on that strip.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 10:33 AM
I was thinking more about why the lead ship of the Perry-class FFG would be commissioned 2 years earlier than the last ships. One possible reason that developed in my mind was that, for some reason, some one in the Navy wanted to commemorate the lead ship with my return from Mars. The Perry’s were probably considered state-of-the-art, leading edge, futuristic, etc. etc. at the time, not unlike the Aegis destroyers of today. I also find myself remembering when I first heard I was being assigned to the Taylor and I didn’t know what was an “FFG.” My roommate in Orlando told me it was a “Fast Frigate.” I wondered if that means we had “slow frigates.” Recently I read a Reagan speech that referred to the Perry’s as “Fleet Frigates,” so there seems to be some confusion about the designation of “FF” for frigates. As far as I know, there really is not a secondary meaning for the “FF” designation, as in either “Fast Frigate” or “Fleet Frigate.” We just use though double letters for every class, such as FF, or DD, or BB for surface warfare vessels. The only exception is the cruiser class, so that tells me that the reasoning was that U.S. Navy ship designations should also use two-letter designations. Since the modern USN cruisers are always guided-missile platforms, their designation will always include the “G” and therefore only need one “C.” As far as I know, there are still non-guided missile frigates in service, so those would still need the “FF,” but I did read somewhere that there are no plans to create a new class of frigates. The destroyers will probably always be guided-missile platforms, but it seems unusual to designate them as “DG.” I have been thinking more about battleships too and wondering about the practically of such ships. I think my forgotten military experience probably is biased against large ships and that probably causes concern for those in the Navy that worry about me setting strategic direction for the Navy. I would tend to view battleships as anachronisms due to the success of airpower. But somewhere in my mind, I think there is almost something like a debate going on about that subject. I think if I were in a position to set strategy, I would not rule out creating a new class of Battleships.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: September 22, 2006
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 9:43 AM
I had some kind of important dream last night but can’t remember it now. It was some kind of important message. I want to say it was something I should feel proud of but that doesn’t really explain. It was a positive message but I can’t articulate what it was because I don’t remember the dream. But I have learned to trust my instincts on such clues so I am sure I will soon understand it all.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/22/2006 9:46 AM
The latest version of “The Time Machine” premiered on Friday, March 8, 2002, according to this article. My birthday was the previous Sunday, March 3rd.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Time_Machine_%282002_film%29
Release date March 8, 2002
The Time Machine is a 2002 science fiction film directed by Simon Wells as a remake of The Time Machine (1960)
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http://www.stargate-sg1-solutions.com/wiki/10.10_%22The_Quest_Part_1%22_Transcript
STARGATE WIKI
10.10 "The Quest Part 1"
[ Opening lines of episode ]
INT—DANIEL'S OFFICE
[Daniel sits at a table near his computer monitor. There are several books open nearby, and he is holding a piece of paper. Mitchell and Teal'c arrive in the doorway.]
MITCHELL
Hey, Jackson, what are you doing?
DANIEL
(nonchalant, not looking up)
Oh, just trying to figure out the location of Merlin's weapon so we can find it in time to defeat the Ori, hopefully save our galaxy. You?
MITCHELL
We're going for Szechwan. You want to come?
DANIEL
No, I'll pass.
[Mitchell gestures as if it's Daniel's loss, then starts to leave.]
TEAL'C
How is your search coming, Daniel Jackson?
[He gestures for Mitchell to stop, and he does. ]
DANIEL
Slowly, but I think I'm onto something.
(gesturing)
Here, take a look at this.
[He finally looks over at them in the doorway. Mitchell tilts his head as if reluctant, then he and Teal'c walk over and stand beside Daniel. Daniel changes the display on his computer terminal. A star map appears.]
DANIEL
These are the locations of the planets that Arthur and his knights set off to in their quest for the Sangreal. Castiana, Sahal, and Vagonbrei. Now we searched all three and came up empty, so I thought it was a dead end, until I noticed this…
[He changes the display to show the relative positions of the three worlds. He hits a button that shows equal-length lines between the planets, when projected onto a 2-dimensional plane.]
DANIEL
Their coordinates form an equilateral triangle. Now, add their departure point, the Camelot planet, and you get…
[He taps another key, and a fourth point emerges, offset into the screen on a different plane. A wire diagram of a pyramid appears and spins into place.]
DANIEL
A tetrahedron. A perfect pyramid.
MITCHELL
Well, that's a hell of a coincidence.
DANIEL
Exactly, and it means something. I'm just… not sure what.
INT—VALA'S QUARTERS
[Vala awakens suddenly. She is wearing a green gel mask around her eyes. She throws back the covers and gets up very quickly.]
INT—DANIEL'S OFFICE
[Daniel is still working, putting his glasses back on. Vala rushes in, wearing a robe over her pajamas, and still wearing the gel mask.]
VALA
I have the answer! I figured it out. Whoo.
[She whisks the mask up onto her head. Daniel takes note of her but doesn't really react.]
VALA
Those three planets are part of a puzzle.
DANIEL
(uncapping his pen)
This much I already know.
VALA
The pyramid is a visual representation of "three into one." Three addresses into one. That's what Morgan was trying to tell you.
[Daniel pauses, interested.]
VALA
That the Sangreal is located on a planet, the address of which is made up of symbols from each of those three worlds: Castiana, Sahal, Vagonbrei. It just came to me in a dream.
http://www.stargate-sg1-solutions.com/wiki/10.10_%22The_Quest_Part_1%22_Transcript
STARGATE WIKI
10.10 "The Quest Part 1"
OPENING CREDITS
EXT—VILLAGE, DAY
[The village has multi-story buildings with steeply pitched roofs and smoking chimneys. Green hills sit in the background.]
EXT—VILLAGE STREET, DAY
[The villagers, dressed in simple but colorful clothing, stop and stare as SG-1 walks down the bricked street. SG-1 is dressed in green BDU's with full vests and weapons.]
DANIEL
The culture and level of technology looks similar to what we found on the Camelot planet.
MITCHELL
Yeah, I'm going to assume that's a good thing… I think some of these folks have figured out we're not from around here.
(to nearby villagers)
Uh, excuse me! I was wondering if we could get some help.
[The villagers stop and listen attentively.]
MITCHELL
A little information?
DANIEL
We've come in search of the Sangreal.
MITCHELL
(gesturing with his thumb and finger)
It's a red thing about 'yay' big.
VILLAGER
We know what the Sangreal looks like. It's been many generations since anyone has come in search of it.
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http://www.stargate-sg1-solutions.com/wiki/Stargate:_The_Movie_Transcript
STARGATE WIKI
Stargate: The Movie (1994)
KAWALSKI
Doctor Jackson?
DANIEL
What? Yes?
KAWALSKI
Someone wants to speak with you.
INT—CAR
[Catherine flips through a file, which includes a diploma from UCLA, as the officer continues to talk to Daniel.]
DANIEL
The Air Force?
http://www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk/movie_script.php?movie=apocalypse-now
Springfield! Springfield!
Apocalypse Now (1979)
Each time I looked around, the walls moved in|a little tighter. Everyone gets|everything he wants. I wanted a mission, and for my sins,|they gave me one. Brought it up to me|like room service.
Captain Willard,|are you in there?
Yeah, I'm coming. It was|a real choice mission, and when it was over,|I'd never want another. What do you want?
Are you all right,|Captain?
What's it look like?
Are you Captain Willard,|505th Battalion?
Affirmative. Hey, buddy, are you going to|shut the door?
We have orders to|escort you to the airfield.
What are the charges?
Sir?
What did I do?
There's no charges,|Captain. You have orders to report|to Com-Sec Intelligence, Nha Trang. All right?
Nha Trang for me.
That's right. Come on, Captain. You still have a few hours|to get cleaned up. Captain? Dave, give me a hand.|We got a dead one.
- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 04:55 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Sunday 27 March 2016