JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Sat, 18 Feb 2006 12:50:09 -0800 (PST)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: The torment of lost privacy
To: "Kerry Burgess"
I feel envious of Taylor in The Planet of The Apes; the monkeys threw him in a cage, but at least they were considerate enough to through in Nova with him. I wish I had a Nova in my cage, but I wouldn't wish this lunacy on anyone, especially someone I was so crazy about. So all I can do is dream. And she was beautiful. I am attracted to women that grew up here in the States, but the ones that really drive me crazy are the ones that still have the accent of their native country. Some of them don't so much drive me crazy when they talk, but others just drive me nuts. I know it when I hear it, but I can't so much describe it in words yet.
I knew with a high-degree of certainly someone was interfering with my attempts to get to know her, and I could tell that people at Microsoft were involved somehow. I began to wonder if it was a career-limiting move at Microsoft to be in an interracial marriage.
How I wish I was out of this damned cage.
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Memorable quotes for
Planet of the Apes (1968)
[brandishing a rifle]
George Taylor: Don't try to follow me. I'm pretty handy with this.
Dr. Zaius: Of that I'm sure.
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Planet of the Apes
It's a madhouse!
A madhouse!
Now I don't even have you.
Imagine me needing someone.|Back on Earth I never did.
There were women. Lots of women.|Lots of lovemaking, but no love.
That was the kind of world we'd made.
So I left because there was no one|to hold me there.
Did I tell you about Stewart?|Now there was a lovely girl.
The most precious cargo we'd brought along.|She was to be the new Eve.
With our hot and eager help, of course.
Probably just as well|she didn't make it this far.
Do you love me, I wonder?|Can you love, I wonder?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Tue, 28 Mar 2006 19:55:37 -0800 (PST)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: Sleep journal 3/28/06
To: "Kerry Burgess"
Kerry Burgess wrote:
Very interesting dream that featured prominently my imaginary girlfriend, whom made me smile today. She told me in the dream "when I'm ready." That's what I was hoping to hear, but then, just like sitting in front of the tv, none of it is really real. There was at least one, maybe more, weird strange aspects to the dream, but I think it was just mischief on the part of the dream manipulator. I figured she was personally directing the dream and threw that in to screw with my head, or someone else was relaying her comments/whatever-however-it's-done to my sleeping mind. After awaking I was extremely annoyed at the people that are actively disturbing my sleep. I slept one time for almost 6 hours, but all the other times are no more than 3 hours every 12 hours or so. I'm going crazy here, I need some goddamned sleep.
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1996 film "Star Trek: First Contact" DVD video:
Lily Sloane: You son of a bitch.
Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E Commanding Officer: This really isn't the time.
Lily Sloane: Okay, I don't know jack about the 24th century but everybody out there thinks that staying here and fighting the Borg is suicide. They're just afraid to come in here and say it.
Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E Commanding Officer: The crew is accustomed to following my orders.
Lily Sloane: They're probably accustomed to your orders making sense.
Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E Commanding Officer: None of them understand the Borg as I do. No one does. No one can.
Lily Sloane: What is that supposed to mean?
Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E Commanding Officer: Six years ago, they assimilated me into their collective. I had their cybernetic devices implanted throughout my body. I was linked to the hive mind, every trace of my individuality erased. I was one of them. So you can imagine, my dear, I have a somewhat unique perspective on the Borg
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Tue, 7 Mar 2006 21:19:25 -0800 (PST)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: 1 ½-year study
To: "Kerry Burgess"
Kerry Burgess wrote:
http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/businesstechnology/2002844714_fannieraines05.html
Through an attorney, Raines denied that he fostered the environment painted by the document, a 1 ½-year study authored by former Sen. Warren Rudman, R.-N.H., at the request of Fannie Mae's board. On the contrary, Raines sought to "create a leadership culture that focused on openness and good governance," his attorney said.
[Sounds familar. This article also reminds me of some stuff I was studying about Harvard, there was some articles or something I found on the corpnet and I remember referring to them once with management. That information served to firm up my suspicions I was an involuntary subject of some study or experiment.
How the hell am I supposed to get any work done when I have to compete with 40 other people over a couple of crappy PCs? I know somewhere out here on the internet is the one clue I need to get the hell out of here and get back to my normal life. I have no complaint about these people using the computers, I just have a serious complaint about this overall situation. It's similar to me trying to compete for a needed breath from an oxygen bottle that others are using for blowing up balloons. I don't understand why I have all these obstacles in front of me. Although I am really beginning to believe that someone wants to kill me. I used to believe that I just had the misfortune of speaking out against people that were essentially good, but that were just doing stupid stuff. Now I believe they are essentially bad people, sociopathic people that would rather see other people dead than of themselves suffering any minor inconviences. Today I have been thinking back to that time when I was starving. They knew very well that I was starving. I told them I was starving. They knew I was out of money. They knew when I went to the grocery store and when I did not go to the grocery store. They knew when I left my apartment, who came to my apartment, etc., etc. One day, I can't remember if it was before or after I was starving those nine days
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Planet of the Apes
Taylor.
Look at this.
Taylor, look.
They didn't leave much, did they?
- Well, at least they haven't tried to bite us.|- Blessed are the vegetarians.
They look more or less human,|but I think they're mute.
We got off at the wrong stop.
You're supposed to be the optimist, Landon.|Look on the bright side.
If this is the best they've got around here,|in six months we'll be running this planet.
