That would explain that location with that narrow window on the mountaintop. I already know from reading the plot summary that he discovers he is himself in a simulation and actually lives in the distant future. I read that part a few hours ago. I also knew about the undeveloped scenery but the earlier scene made me think that only applied to the blonde-haired guy with the hair tucked behind his ears who pleads once for the starring character to not hit him again.
I have thought several times before about such possibility as I am just now watching the starring character discover. He himself lives in an artificial reality, as least it seems as I have the streaming video paused at the point where I think he is about to find that out. I just can't believe that though. I believe with strong certainty that reality is now. This world is the real world. I believe that non-real worlds are possible, because that is what I created in controlled conditions 1991, compared to uncontrolled conditions in 1989 which was just a backdated environment, but this world now is the real world. I really gotta wonder about that though. That would explain why certain things happen that I cannot explain in my notebooks.
I don't know. Maybe that's what I have to come to terms with. I see absolute reality around me every second of the day and I have to figure out how to convince my mind it is not reality. That would explain a hell of a lot of drama associated with a few minor events that I haven't ever described.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: http://hvom.blogspot.com/2012/08/causality.html - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 07:56 AM Pacific Time USA Saturday 11 August 2012
Causality
That has got to be it. Something that has to be turned on from somewhere else.
As for using that racketeering production for guidance in this present day the fact is that racketeering production "Stargate" represents information stolen from me in the context of when I am time-traveling backwards through the past.
What those morons didn't understand then and what those morons will never understand *today* is the strategy I follow after I begin to time-travel backwards through time is a strategy based on what they *cause* to happen around me in this present day.
They hear only what they want to hear.
I didn't even become consciously aware of my pending time-traveler excursion until around the beginning of last calendar year.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 11 August 2012 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Mon, 10 Apr 2006 11:13:54 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: You have 0 unread messages
To: "Kerry Burgess"
There are currently 454 messages in my Yahoo Inbox, all read by you, without my consent.
Kerry Burgess wrote:
You have 0 unread messages
[What a damn lie.]
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 10 April 2006 excerpt ends]
THAT'S HOW I DID IT!
I *walked* to someplace I had never been before. The details are compelling to me. I saw details and more that match compellingly with that dream. Only *after* I had walked someplace I had never been before did I see those details.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/02/09 9:33 AM
I dreamed just now of what seems to be the flight of the Stargazer aircraft on 6/27/1994 but the visualizations I assume are mostly just the product of a dream. As usual, there seem to be details that happened before the part I can remember enough to write about that I can not now remember. In the dream, I was onboard that aircraft and we were traveling along towards the point where we would deploy the rocket as it fired and traveled towards space. All I can really visualize though is that the aircraft seemed to be invisible. To me at least. I have the sense that other people could see it. We also were no high over the ground but we were very close to the ground and we were traveling at a rate of motion that did not seem very fast. This all was taking a long time too. I kept expecting the rocket to depart from the aircraft but it did not. I can see the terrain very well. There seemed to be people on the ground looking up and to watch us fly over. We were at another point so close the ground above a highway that I saw a woman in a police car looking up at the sky and I think she was watching us fly over. I think it was before that we were flying over new terrain and I was marveling at the color of the foliage of the trees and it might have seemed that I could even touch the trees with my feet. I remember that very well. But that part is disorienting. It is as though I was standing very close to a wall but then that wall was not actually there and what I saw in front of me was the sky and terrain and everything associated with flying in that aircraft above the ground. It seemed I was talking to the other two men on the aircraft flight deck just then and I become slightly aware as I think about the dream of equipment and instruments around me although that could be the last part. I do have the sense they are wearing uniforms and I think I am too. I am in the middle and I seem to be talking to the guy on my right. Then the part with the woman in the police car seems to happen and then we travel over an area where the terrain drops suddenly and I am marveling at that because I can clearly see everything directly below us. Just because the drop I commented to the guy on my left, who might have actually been me, that there was a stop sign on the road below us at what seemed to be a T-intersection. We seemed to have been following the highway and the highway ended at that intersection with the other highway running perpendicular to it but we continued on a straight line and that was when I saw the terrain drop sharply below us. I commented to the guy to my left who I guess was the pilot about that stop sign below and I cannot now remember our exact words but he responded to me with something about how that was my name on that stop sign and I wish I could remember better that scene from the dream although that was basically the important part. So I think this part is when the rocket was supposed to transfer to space but that is not really clear anymore. What I do remember is that now I am clinging to the side of a mountain and I have no idea where I am although I still have an association in my mind that I was on that aircraft I have been writing about. It is as though I was on the side of that mountain because I had been attached to a rope that was attached to that aircraft and the aircraft had been traveling along with me on that rope. I don't really understand enough to explain what I feel was going on in this part. I don't know. Maybe it doesn't matter. I remember the ground was very steep and I remember there was snow and I seemed to be examining the snow-covered foliage and I am aware of how steep the ground is and I am concerned because I no longer am connected to that aircraft by the rope. I am stuck there on the ground and I have no idea where I am or how to get back to anywhere. I can see what seems to be a level portion of the ground and I guess it is a trail. I can also see a window of a building and it really seems out of place because a consistent thought is that I might as well be on Mount Everest right now but that doesn't really make any sense because I remember seeing all those signs of civilization we flew over. So anyway, I am still lying on or clinging to the mountain in the same position but I am looking at the window and I can visualize it well and I can see the various details of the configuration and I am wondering if I can slide through that window or if it is too small for me to get through. There seems to be no other place to go than through that window where it looks warm and cozy and I see no other signs of civilization other than that window. Then I seem to have made it through the window and I am vaguely aware of being inside the business that runs there and I vaguely recall talking to someone but I cannot remember enough about that conversation to articulate. What seems to happened was that I explained that I was lost from that flight and what they seemed to have done is to put me on a shuttle bus for a hotel and they sent me to a hotel where I can stay. I am aware that I have access to my funds but that is only a notion. I have only the clothes on my back and I am still confused about where I am. I am aware of another person on the bus and I can visualize the we got to the hotel while riding that bus and I can visualize walking through some parts of that hotel and I see that I walked into the registration lobby but then I turned around and walked back out without registering and I am not certain what I was going to do. I still have no idea where I am. I am thinking that the people I was with will probably look for me and I think that if I use my bank card they will know where I am on the ground. I think that was the end. I think the dream ended after I walked back outside the hotel and I was standing outside looking around. I can vaguely visualize the surroundings but I have no idea where it was.
[ JOURNAL ARCHIVE 2 August 2009 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/03/10 1:44 AM
I must have created a literal "The Dark Side of the Moon" similar to the 1977 film "Close Encounters of the Third Kind" and I am now trying to rediscover where I created that site.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/03/10 1:46 AM
In that film, the site was the Devils Tower in Wyoming. I guess, as with those characters in that film, I am destined to struggle and suffer until I see something on television that matches the association I created and that I want to see.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/03/10 1:48 AM
I feel certain that location is somewhere in this state and that is why I still feel strongly compelled to stay in this state. This states is the namesake of George Washington, after all.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/03/10 1:49 AM
I am also somewhat challenged in that my range of mobility is severely limited by the fact that I am walking just about anywhere I go.
Maybe they will send me a Metro bus route to follow to the meeting place.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 08/03/10 1:51 AM
Potholes State Park is at Moses Lake on Interstate 90 in central Washington state.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 03 August 2010 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Tuesday, May 9, 2006 6:01:15 PM
Subject: Right
I wonder if this is where that guy painting the picture was standing?
http://local.live.com/?v=2&sp=aN.47.619681_-122.348911
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http://maps.google.com/?ie=UTF8&t=h&layer=tc&cbll=47.619176,-122.348985&panoid=-lfueBIXwUv3LKH8_yDIyw&cbp=12,354.84278861856137,,2,3.587035306919222&ll=47.619407,-122.349037&spn=0,359.99794&z=20
156 4th Ave N, Seattle, WA, United States
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Sent: Wednesday, May 10, 2006 2:45:01 PM
Subject: Re: Finally
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 10 May 2006 excerpt ends]
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http://www.cswap.com/1999/The_Thirteenth_Floor/cap/en/25fps/a/00_56
The Thirteenth Floor
:56:11
You think I don't know what's going on?
I need to talk to him again.
:56:16
You read the letter.
:56:19
I need to know what's in it.
:56:22
Everything.
:56:25
When I read it,
I thought it was a gag.
:56:27
The world's a sham.
Fat chance.
:56:30
But I'm not stupid, Mr.Hall.
:56:32
I watched you and Ferguson
do the old switcheroo.
:56:36
That stuff about going to
"the ends of the earth."
:56:40
What stuff?
:56:42
I did exactly
what the letter said.
:56:44
I chose a place I'd never go to.
:56:47
I tried to drive to Tucson.
:56:49
I figured, what the hell.
:56:51
Never been to the countryside.
:56:53
And I took that car
out on the highway.
:56:56
I was going over 50
through that desert.
:56:59
After a while,
it was the only car on the road.
:57:02
It was just me,
the heat and the dust.
:57:04
I did exactly
what the letter said:
:57:07
"Don't follow any road signs
and don't stop for anything.
:57:11
Not even barricades."
:57:18
But just when I should've been
getting closer to the city...
:57:22
...something wasn't right.
:57:25
There was no movement, no life.
:57:28
Everything was still and quiet.
:57:33
And then I got out of the car.
:57:36
And what I saw...
:57:38
...scared me to the depths...
:57:43
...of my miserable soul.
:57:46
It was true.
It was all a sham.
:57:48
It ain't real.
:57:50
Why would Fuller write about...
:57:52
...the limitations of the simulation?
I know them.
:57:55
I'm asking the questions!
:57:58
I want to know why....
http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/sahara/neverbeenanyreason.htm
ST Lyrics
Never Been Any Reason
Head East
Did you see any action? Did you make any friends?
Would you like some affection? Before I leave again.
I've been walking behind you, since you've been able to see.
There's never been any reason, for you to think about me.
Did you have any bad dreams, did you break any glass?
Would you be my companion, is there even a chance?
You've been talking in circles, since I've been able to cry.
There's never been any reason, for ever telling me why, yea, yea.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
Woman with the sweet lov'in, better than a white line.
Bring a good feeling ain't had in such a long time.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
Have you ever been lonely? Do you have any fun?
Do you ever think of me? I'm just no one. Yea.
You never give me no answer, you never tell me the truth.
There's never been any reason. For me to think about you.
There's never been any reason.
There's never been any reason. Yea.
There's never been any reason.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
Woman with the sweet lov'in, better than a white line.
Don't you know she could bring a good feeling ain't had in such a long time.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
Whoa.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
Save my life, I'm going down for the last time.
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ramones/substitute.html
RAMONES
"Substitute"
You think we look pretty good together.
You think my shoes are made of leather.
But I'm a substitute for another guy.
I look pretty tall but my heels are high.
The simple things you see are all complicated.
I look pretty young but I'm just back dated, yeah.
Substitute your lies for facts.
I see right through your plastic mac.
I look all white but my dad was black.
My brand new suit's really made out of sack.
I was born with a plastic spoon in my mouth.
The North side of my town faced East and the east was facing South.
And now you dare to look me in the eye.
Those crocodile tears are what you cry.
It's a genuine problem you won't try
to work it out at all, just pass it by, pass it by.
Substitute me for him.
Substitute my Coke for gin.
Substitute you for my Mum,
at least I'll get my washing done.
I'm a substitute for another guy.
I look pretty tall but my heels are high.
The simple things you see are all complicated.
I look pretty young but I'm just back dated, yeah.
I was born with a plastic spoon in my mouth.
The North side of my town faced East and the east was facing South.
And now you dare to look me in the eye.
Those crocodile tears are what you cry.
It's a genuine problem you won't try
to work it out at all, just pass it by, pass it by.
Substitute me for him.
Substitute my Coke for gin.
Substitute you for my Mum,
at least I'll get my washing done.
Substitute your lies for facts.
I see right through your plastic mac.
I look all white but my dad was black.
My brand new suit's really made out of sack.
http://www.cswap.com/1999/The_Thirteenth_Floor/cap/en/25fps/a/01_07
The Thirteenth Floor
1:07:42
Mr.Hall!
1:07:52
You forgot your credit card.
1:07:58
Thanks.
1:07:59
No problem.
1:08:01
Sorry about staring at you in there.
You must get that a lot.
1:08:07
Yeah, but mostly
from the wrong kinds of guys.
1:08:14
You're not from here, are you?
1:08:16
What makes you ask?
1:08:19
Well, it's just....
1:08:21
I just had this funny feeling
that we met before.
1:08:27
Maybe in another life.
1:08:33
Yeah, I guess that would explain it.
1:08:39
Anyway, I got to get back
to my daily grind, so....
1:08:44
Maybe I'll see you around sometime.
- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 12:34 AM Pacific Time USA Saturday 18 August 2012
