This Is What I Think.

Friday, June 03, 2011

Full-time Reserves and I ain't talking French here.




http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/destinyschild/jumpinjumpin.html

DESTINY'S CHILD LYRICS

"Jumpin', Jumpin'"

[Chorus:]
Ladies leave yo man at home
The club is full of ballas and
They pockets full grown
And all you fellas leave yo girl
With her friends
Cause its 11:30 and the club is
Jumpin, jumpin

[Hook 1:]
So you say you've got a girl?
Yes do you got a man?
But the party aint gon stop
So lets make it hot hot!

[Verse 1 Beyonce:]
last weekend you stayed at home
Alone and lonely
Couldnt find yo man
He was chillin with his homies
This weekend you goin out
If he try to stop you, you goin off
You gotcha hair done and your nails done too
And your outfit and your in your shoes
You parlaying at the hottest spot tonight
You're gonna find the brothas
Rollin in the Lexus, trucks and Hummers

[Repeat Hook 1]
[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Hook 1]

[Verse 2 Beyonce:]
Call your boys
Cause tonight you're not gon stay at home
So tell your girl she aint coming tonight you're goin solo
Cut her off is she talks some noise
You know you got the right to get your party on
So get your hair cut and your car washed too
Lookin' like a star in your Armani suit
You need to look your best cause
You're turnin heads tonight
you're gonna find a sexy chica
thats gon dance all night if ya wanna

[Repeat Hook]
[Repeat Chorus]

[Hook 2:]
Sexy women do your dance
Fly ladies work yo man
All them fellas in the club
Who can get down now?

[Hook 3:]
Bounce with me, bounce bounce
Bounce papis work
Shake baby shake shake shake work it work it
Twist baby twist twist twist
You better dip that thang

[Repeat Hook 2]
[Repeat Hook 3]
[Repeat Chorus until end]










http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/destinyschild/wheredyougo.html

DESTINY'S CHILD LYRICS

"Where'd You Go?"

[LaTavia:]

Oh baby where'd you go
I need you back wit' me
Oh baby where'd you go
I need you back wit' me, uh

[Repeat above with Chorus 2x's]

Where'd you go (Where'd you go)
Where'd you go, oh no
(So baby please, come back to me)

[Verse 1 - Beyonce:]
It has been five days
You haven't called me
Do you still want me, still need me
Am I on your mind
Are you thinking of me
Are you missing me like I miss you
Crying constantly
Runnin' out the reasons
Why I haven't heard from you, I'm worried
Got me doin' crazy things
I can't even sleep, gotta get you back to me

[Chorus]

Where'd you go, I don't know
I know that I need you in this heart of mine
So baby please, come back to me
I know I can't live my life without you
[Repeat]

[Verse 2 Beyonce:]
Thinking of everything
That you told me
Said you'd never leave me, deceive me
Got my mind thrown off
Did you just use me, boy you confused me
Gonna lose me
I can't deal with all the pain
And hell you put me through
Cause I'm still missing you, wanna be wit' you
Without you here I'm breaking down inside
Oh baby tell me why
Why did you hurt me, hurt me

[Repeat Chorus 2x's]

(Destiny's Child help me out)

It's my destiny to have you here with me
It's my destiny to have you here with me
It's my destiny to have you here with me
It's my destiny to have you here with me










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Wed, 22 Feb 2006 19:54:52 -0800 (PST)

From: "Kerry Burgess"

Subject: Re: explode

To: "Kerry Burgess"

I am so goddamned sick and tired of these people talking like they goddamn know anything about me. I was goddamned sick of that goddamned 3 years ago. AND IT JUST KEEPS GODDAMNED HAPPENING!!!! EVERYGODDAMNEDWHERE I GO, THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT GODDAMNED THINK THEY GODDAMNED KNOW ME!! IT DRIVES ME GODDAMNED INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Wed, 22 Feb 2006 19:54:52 -0800 (PST)

From: "Kerry Burgess"

Subject: Re: explode

To: "Kerry Burgess"


Kerry Burgess wrote:
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=explode

explode

To burst violently as a result of internal pressure.

"My head feels like it will explode if I can't articulate how crazy this all is and has been."


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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/27/07 2:47 AM
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/fortminor/wheredyougo.html

FORT MINOR LYRICS

"Where'd You Go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...


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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Sat, 18 Feb 2006 12:50:09 -0800 (PST)

From: "Kerry Burgess"

Subject: The torment of lost privacy

To: "Kerry Burgess"


I feel envious of Taylor in The Planet of The Apes; the monkeys threw him in a cage, but at least they were considerate enough to through in Nova with him. I wish I had a Nova in my cage, but I wouldn't wish this lunacy on anyone, especially someone I was so crazy about. So all I can do is dream. And she was beautiful. I am attracted to women that grew up here in the States, but the ones that really drive me crazy are the ones that still have the accent of their native country. Some of them don't so much drive me crazy when they talk, but others just drive me nuts. I know it when I hear it, but I can't so much describe it in words yet.


I knew with a high-degree of certainly someone was interfering with my attempts to get to know her, and I could tell that people at Microsoft were involved somehow. I began to wonder if it was a career-limiting move at Microsoft to be in an interracial marriage.

How I wish I was out of this damned cage.


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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/23/06 11:20 AM

Where`d you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don`t understand why you always have to be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not to feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don`t have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I`m stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I`ve had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where`d you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone
Where`d you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone
Please
Come back home

You know, the place you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Yeah
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I`m doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I`ll tell you

I want you to know its a little messed up that
I`m stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I`ve had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/23/06 5:23 PM
But who knows. Maybe I will get it all back. It's only been 6 months since my perception changed and I began to understand another aspect of my personality. And even then, it has been an ongoing process over the past six months. It is that proverbial snowball I wrote about almost 3 years ago but in more of a positive sense. And another factor to consider is that it is probably going to take a lot of time to undo the damage Microsoft did to my mind when I was there. There was just no way I was going to open up my family to Bill Gates, the king of the paparazzi and his zombie minions. The more confidence I feel that he cannot steal from my life and harass my family, the more likely my real identity will return to my mind.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/23/06 5:37 PM
It is important to note that I was at Microsoft for over 5 years and that I left there almost three years ago. For the most part of that 8 years, they were driving my real identity farther into seclusion within my mind. It has only been about 6 months that the tide has turned and I have started to become consciously aware of my real personality.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/23/06 5:57 PM
But the damage from Microsoft lingers to this very minute. As you know because you are here. A perfect example was in the VA the other day. It never fails. I establish a routine and then when I do something different, I discover something new or I get reinforcement of my suspicions. This one guy thought I had left but I was actually sitting behind him when I usually sit to his left. He said something similar to what I have been saying about "another day at the office." I have never said a single word to any of those people in there and it is very troubling to hear my suspicions reinforced like that by strangers.


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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parachutist_Badge_(United_States)

Parachutist Badge (United States)

The Parachutist Badge, also commonly referred to as "Jump Wings" or "Snow Cone", is a military badge of the United States Armed Forces awarded to members of the United States Army, Air Force, Marine Corps and Navy.


Navy and Marine Corps

The United States Navy and Marine Corps issue parachutist insignia in two degrees: Basic Parachustist Insignia and Navy and Marine Corps Parachutist Insignia. Parachutist insignia is available to personnel who perform jumps as a:

Static-Line Parachute Jumper,

Military Free-Fall Parachute Jumper, and

High Altitude Low Opening (HALO) Parachute Jumper (used for premeditated personnel parachute (P3) operations).










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 09/04/09 4:01 PM
As I trail along on this, it reminds me of a recent dream. I think that dream was from early this morning.



http://www.army.mil/-images/2009/09/04/49802/

Monument honors forgotten Korean War heroes

Sep 04

Photo Credit: Pfc. Kim Jun-sub, 8th U.S. Army Public Affairs

A monument is unveiled to honor the Korean Labor Organization at the Hwachon Dam, Sept. 2.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 09/04/09 4:02 PM
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1951_in_aviation

1951 in aviation


May 1 - US Navy A-1 Skyraiders and F4U Corsairs from USS Princeton attack the Hwachon Dam, flooding the Pukhan River

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 09/04/09 4:03 PM
There were a lot of details in the dream but on detail seemed to be of one A-7 Corsair II flying within inches of a river surface. I vaguely recall there were other aircraft with the A-7 but I can only visualize the one A-7.



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/VFA-195

VFA-195

Strike Fighter Squadron 195 (VFA-195), also known as the "Dambusters", is a United States Navy F/A-18C Hornet fighter squadron stationed at Naval Air Facility Atsugi. They are a part of Carrier Air Wing Five (CVW-5) and their tail code is NF.


In the spring of 1970 VA-195 passed another milestone, transitioning to the A-7E Corsair II.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 09/04/09 4:06 PM
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/VFA-195

VFA-195

Strike Fighter Squadron 195 (VFA-195), also known as the "Dambusters", is a United States Navy F/A-18C Hornet fighter squadron stationed at Naval Air Facility Atsugi. They are a part of Carrier Air Wing Five (CVW-5) and their tail code is NF.


The squadron, originally known as the Tigers, had its first insignia approved by CNO on 4 March 1944, consisting of a lion cub riding a torpedo. Bob Burns gave the squadron a lion cub. On the patch the cub is holding the musical "bazooka" that Burns used in his act, while riding a torpedo. The lion went to the Los Angeles Zoo. A new design replaced the cub with a tiger and parrot on the torpedo, and was approved on 18 April 1949.

Sometime in the 1950s, the squadron adopted a shield insignia that featured an eagle's head and a torpedo. On 1 May 1951, squadron aircraft destroyed the heavily defended Hwa Chon Dam in North Korea earning them the nickname Dambusters, echoing the original Dam Busters of No. 617 Squadron RAF. Destruction of the dam had been previously attempted by other units many times.

In August 1985, the squadron adopted the stylized eagle on green background insignia in use today.


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